Chalo Dillli !

yups thats right !!!!! me leaving for delhi tomoro n its gonnna b rockin...m so damn excited !!

nothing much to write here except for the fact that m dying to meet sakshi :-P n also...me going with manik...my sis ka verrry cute sa friend ! m gonnnna have a blast !!!!! ya ya yiiippppppeeee yiipppppeeee !!!! thats callled a cherrry ( manik ) on my black forest cake ( the delhi tour !) hehehehehehehhe !!!!

hmmm baaqi all's cool...m too sleepy right now to understand the crap that m writing...i shud sleep :-P

miss me for a few days ( as if u WILL ! ) il b back on 31st...with loadsa stuff to blog about !

buh bye for now...gooood night !


AB DILLLI DURR NAHI...CHALO DILLI !!

I Miss My School !!!!!!!

ST JOHN......MERI JAAN ! nothing like it in the whole world !

i miss my school big time ! come on...everyone does ! dont tell me u dont miss ur school days...u have to b crazy to say NO ! i miss school like hell man !! i reeaaaaaaaaaly do...wish i could turn back time...but sadly enuf, i cant...so all that i can do right now is feel nostalgic :-)

hua yeh, ki i met up with sukhi n rohan ( school friends ) cuz we all were fokat n had to kill time ! we were passing by r school n i threw a tantrum on the middle of the road " mere ko school jaana hai " ( im reaaalllllly good at jidd ;-) so they just had to agree ) n we went there !

ahhh...reminded me of the good old days ! it makes me realllllly senti...well, normally m not a very sentimental gal, but the moment i stepped inside the st. john gates i knew i wanted to cry :-(

everything in school...the play grounds, the broken windows, the church, the auditorium, the stair, the stage...each n everything has a story to tell...everything reminds me of something or the other ! so many memories brought out in so little time...its just fabulous, the feeling is something i just cant describe...i'd give anything to go back in time...oh i simply love my school !

we sat on the stage next to the church...there was a mass going on in church :-) while we were refreshing school memories...reallly makes me wannna cry...time moves on so quickly when u dont want it to

i never had a GROUP in school...it was just me n sukhi...n we'd crash into every other Group's plan ! we were like the most wanted girls :-P ( literrallly like the most wanted criminals ) every teacher, every student, just about everyone had been bugged by the powerpuff girls ( yeah, me sukhi were sometimes reffered to as powerpull girls n sometimes as dee dee n olive oyl respectively ! ) we were like the most bindaas gals in school...bestest time in my life...

u know, when we were talking about all the good times n the bad ( bad toh bad, i loved every moment of school ) times...i could actualllly visualize everything happening in front of me ! it was all so clear ! the dances that i had coreographed ( sorry if the spelling is wrong ) , the pangas that i had taken, all the khunnnas, all the screaming n shouting, all the games we played ( n lost :-P ) , all the cheating i had done in the exams, all that fun...everything was right there...right in front of me !

im actuallllly getting goose bumps right now as im typing stuff down :-) !!!! there yaadein r soo damn taaaza n so strong...seems like everything happened just yesterday...WISH i could go back to school...back to the LIFE in school, back to the bestest place in the world....if only wishes came true, i'd be the happppiest person on earth !!

there is soooo much to b written...so much to b said...so much that has happened...but words realllly cant express the feelings...gosh i dont know what im saying...m too senti at the moment thinking about the past...makes me smile, makes me cry, make me laugh, makes me dance...its been just perfect...there's nothing i wannna change !

14 years of my life ( kg class to hsc ) were like a roller coaster ride...wish i could do it over n over again...love u my school n will alwaysss do so...my school is something which was, which is, n which always will b close to my heart !

The School Anthem

St. john the baptist children we are
Proud of and grateful for the motherly care,
Under its guidance we grow as in age !
In virtue and service, in knowledge and play.
We pledge our hounour we shall ever strive
When in when out, when near when far,
With selfless service and exemplary life
To hold high the name of our ALMA MATER
Joy in labour, pleasure in pain
Thats our motto, thats our claim,
Studies and hard work are nothing but play,
Surely great future for us we lay !



The Prayer After Studies

We give Thee thanks Almighty and most Merciful God for all Thy benefits and several good Gifts to each one of us. Give us Thy grace to love Thee with our whole heart and above all things. We are sincerely sorry for whatever offence we may have committed this day and firmly resolve never to offend Thee again. AMEN !


i love my school...i love it more than anyone can imagine...more than words can express...more than anything else...more than my life, itself !

i misss school :-C

St john the baptist high school n junior college, thane....we bow to thee !

stalked !

i heard this word loadsa time b4...in the news papers yaar...something like...ummm, well * thinking thinking * yaaa !..." nicole kidman being stalked " " court oreders stalker to stay out of a radius of 50 mts "( something like that crap ! ) but NOW i know what it reallly means !

okk...lets begin by telling u how it all started ! one fine day( around 3 at night :-P ) , im doing nothing, just siiting around lazily ( i dont sleep before 4 am :-P ) when my cell phone beeps ! i get up, open the msg n here's what it reads ( word to word :-P havent added or subtracted anything...i swear ! )

sms 1 on 07-05-2006 3.53 am
hi..is this sharmila..

okkk, one of my friends was supposed to b getting a new number...so i promptly ( idioticallly ) replied back !

my sms on 07-05-2006 4 am
hey pj ! wasssup man, new number n all haa..kyaa haal hai ?

the guy replied back the next morning :-P

sms 2 07-05-2006 6.07 am
i dont know who is this pj...anyways itne jaldi kaisey uth gaye aap..

i was awake :-P so i replied back...off course outa curiousity ki yeh banda hai kon !

my sms on 07-05-2006 6.15 am
well, im sorry i dint recognize ya...mind tellling me who ya really are ?

before i could think ki yeh kon ho sakta hai...he replied back !

sms 3 on 07-05-2006 6.24 am
you stay in thane ? correct me if i am wrong. i saw u at mocha's many times. one compliment for you..you are a cute girl with ever smiling face.

since i had already slept i saw this sms at 4 in the afternoon ( thats when i woke up naa :-P ) n im like big time shocked ! either this guy has never seen me or is blind or is mentalllllly unstable :-P cuz no SANE person can say ur cute n all...nah ! not possible...i ignored it...cuz i reallly dint wannna know who the psycho was n sms pe paisa kyu waste karu !

then...he sent me a few forwarded faltu smses like the nominees for best friend are you you n you :-P blah blah...while i never replied...comme on...i have bettter things to do in the world ! n who cares !

then there was sannnata for a few days :-P yeah...no smses or missed calls from the jerko ! fir came 13th may !

sms 4 ( not counting the forwarded smses ) on 13-05-2006 9.57 pm
hi there ! how are you ? sorry if i disturbed you.

i did not reply :-Paur kya...kon faltu paisa waste karega...i have sooooo many ppl to sms !

n then today...the psycho realllllly freaked me out ! :-O i had gone out with a friend to have paani puri ( yummmmmy ) nearly 3 kms away from my place...i was nicely eating when i recieved this sms !

sms 5 on 14-05-2006 8.35 pm
good looking, sweet angel, looking gr8 in yellow salvar and blue jeans...kyaa yaar aap gussa ho gaye. no replies. i can see you.

ok i have to admit..i was a bit freaked out cuz something like this is totalllllly unthinkable for me ! i was wearing the stuff he mentioned in the sms...which reallly meant he could see me ! come on...guess work itna bhi perfect nahi ho sakta naa :-P never had such an experience before na :-P i havent replied n im not intending to :-P whatever !

but then....mr jerk...lage raho ! aap ka kuuuuch nahi ho sakta...koi daal nahi galegi yaha...ur at the wrong adress...reply bhi nahi milega dost...kisi aur ko sms karo :-P ur wasting ur time n money one me ! hahahahahhaha...buzz off...just wait till i find out who he is...fir toh uski life will b royallllly screwed !! usko malooom nahi usne kisss se panga liya hai :-P

anyways...dont ya worry...i can handle such sillly stuff...il keep ya posted on what happpens next ! ehehheheheheheheh :-D

fellow bloggers n reader plzz laugh hard...real hard :-P

hey mr. psycho...did u hear ppl laughing at u ????????? :-D

Essel world mein rahungi main !!!!!!!!

school ko bhula, main teacher ko bhoola...
kitna bada hai dekho mera jhool !
chillla chilllla k dum mein fulaa...
ah haha hahaa eeeeehuuuuuu ! ;-D

yupsssss egggjacktly ! :-P had a blast in essssel world....ummm i went there on....some saturday oif this month :-P

that saturday....the special one :-P...woke up at 10, got ready by 10.15 ( i can b supppper fast when i want to ! ) n rushed outa the house cuz i had some faxes to do...( my sis ka friend hai, manik, he wanted me to fax his resume on his behalf.....u see [ B-) collar tight karkey ] ppl think m very responsible n trust worthy n hell, I AM !!! )

the gang - me n 4 other buggers ( :-P m one too !! ) set out in my screwed up car....dont ask who screwed it up ( i did...when i was trying to learn to drive ! ) the poooor liltle sick car stoppped 19 times on the way...but v still moved on ! :-P excitement can kill !

reached there...got the tickets ( m cutting thses pakao things short...i mean i wannnna get to the exciting parts fast fast :-P ) n there we were in my world, in essssel world !!!!

the first thing we did was...i toh screamed with excitement...others queued up for the rides !!!!
for the first time in life...i wasnt scared !!!! ya ya sure, i remember i had puke-d when i went there last time ( with sakshi n sukhi :-( ya man, i did ! ) but saturday was different...wonder y !

i was alone...as in baaki were couples ;-) so i dint wannnna disturb them ( actualllly i dint wannnna mae it obvious ki m scared !! inflated ego's :-P ) so i sat alone everywhere !!!
n boy o boy o boy ! it was fun !!

i dint get scared n more over, i took each n every ride like 5 times over !!! majjjjja kara !!!!!

but the bestest of all was the aqua dive...yippppppe...did that 12 times or so...was soaking wet !!!!! then came the real drama...u guys will b surprised at the kind of natak i am capable of doing....read on !

i was sokaing wet n so was kurt cobain !! ( ehhehe i wore a kurt cobain t-shirt re nimrod :-P ) n suddenly there was a BIG BAD cramp in my right leg...almost killed me but looked so damn funny :-D

i just dropped walking n sat in the midddle of the road screaming on top of my voice !!! full to C.O.A behaviour...though i dint wannnna do that ( Centre Of Attention/Atraction :-P ) finallly it was gone...like after 20 mins or so :-P

then again...rides rides n more rides !!!! i even sang a song !!!! yes....u got it right....i sang a realllly horrrible number....taal betaaal kar diya gaane ko...n still managed to get 82 points which meant GOOD JOB !!! hehehehehehhe majjjjja aaya !!!!

then....disco !!!!!!!!! i guess i was the only one dancing my heart out ( the way im blogggin my heart out right now :-P ) kya majjjjjja i did yaar !!! bestest time it was....looooove to dance !!! :-P

then it was time to head back home :-( got my hair temporarily coloured or rather SCREWED ! :-D but chalta hai...fun it was !!!!

fir kya...came home n took a shower ( had to get rid of the screwed up hair colour naa ) n slept...

what a day yaar.....i love essssel world n i wannnna go again...anyone plannnning an esssel world picnic plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz take me tooo ! :-D ehehhehehe

Accident Prone....I Am !

yes....thats ME ! big time accident prone...n that too these accidents happen in a verrry funnily dramatic way :-P ! just cant help laughing though what i reallly wannna do right now is CRY OUT LOUD !!!!!! its hurting toooo much !!!! :-(

just today....few hours back ki baat hai...i went shoppping, but could find what i was looking for..a nice decent, kurta ! but dint get it cuz i have tooooo many specifications ! i want my stuff to b perfect...n isi chakkkkar mein kuch nahi milta !!!

i was walking on the road ( normallly there are hardly any vehicles on this road ), when suddenly this autorickshaw came outa nowhere n dashed the hell out of me ! :-( i fell with a thud n that too on a big stone ! construction work going on everywhere na ! :-( sprained my leg verrrrrry badly, its swolen like hell ! n dont ask me how it hurts....all il do is CRY !!! ( i am crying....thank god no one can see me right now ! )

then on one occasssion, i feel off the stairs in my building...that time, ( ok ok i admit ) i was thinking something ! i rolled 12 stairs down n landed on my face, after having banged hard on a door ! the female inside the house heard the sound ( plane crash types !! ) n opened the safety door which happened to open outside the house ! n yep...u guessed it right...it banged my head all the more ! n that stupid female simply closed the door when she couldnt see anyone outside !! off course how would she see me, i was flat on the floor !

n if u have been reading my blogs carefulllly....then u sure must have red how the table fan tried to kill me !!!! ehehhehe

sounds funnny eh ??? haso haso ! :-( everything happens in such a filmi way ki even i cant help laughing...aap ko kyaa bolu :-P

there are like inumerable events which have happpened yaar....events kya, accidents, i must say ! thats enuf for me to believe i am accident prone ! :-(

filhaal toh i just wannnnna get rid of this swellling n pain in my right leg ! its tooooo bad...im limping like a kangarooo ! :-( god help !!!!!
got it dressed up by a doc who said i gottta take 15 days ka rest...but i have shopppping to do...for sakkky ! n this dumb accident cant stop me B-) nothing can !

Love Scares...

m realllly mad at the kind of stuff going on around me. im not taking any names here...but lemme tell u, thanks to them, love and relationships have started to SCARE me...i mean, unko dekh key lagta hai...im better off alone !

its the worst thing if u were to b taken for granted, to have ur life royally ruled by ur boyfriend, partner blah blah... whoever ! to see the person u love the most hurt the hell out of u, both physically and emotionally...say things which u dont expect ur worst enemy to say...kills all the love n respect u have for them...they dont deserve it, trust me, they dont.

one thing i dont agree on is compromise. no, dont get me wrong, i dont mean that u be rigid always...but dont let the other person treat u like a door mat...dont u have any self respect, how on earth can someone swear at u ?? cant u just stand up for urself ??? kissi ko itna bhi sar pe nahi chadhana chahiye...haath uthaa ne ki himmat kaisey hoti hai logo ki ! i'd never ever take such treatment...pyaar vyaar apne jagah theek hai, but self respect bhi koi cheez hai...n im not giving up on that. but yaha baat meri nahi hai, isiliye id rather keep my not-required comments to myself.

but seriously, the way ppl ( i told ya, im not taking any names...so lets just call them ppl ) fight...or rather, fought today, scared the hell outa me...is this what girlfriends and boyfriends are supoosed to do ??? irritates me to see that they donot have anyyyyyy damn sense ki they might b hurting each others feelings....they just dont seem to care, but they r still together...beats my logic !

u dont have to actuallly get burnt to know that the fire is hot...same way, looking around at others, i have started to feel relationships suck...it better to be in the i-miss-u, i-want-u phase, at least it doesnt hurt....

Postcards from pune !

yep...im back from pune n i sure had a blast ! well, there were times when i wished i ran back home ( as in, back to mumbai :-P ) n there were times when i dint wanna come back ! :-P tooo many mixed emotions, u see ! read on n laugh ur heart out :-P

DAY ONE

its fun to b travelling alone...seriously !!! try it once....ul love it !!! back on MY track...i reached pune station at 8 PM :-P ( now, there is a major story on how i reached too...hehheheheh ) n sukhi meri jaan wasnt there at the station to pick me up, as i had expected ( sukhi is always busy with something or the other...useless stuff most of the times :-P) ! trust me, 8 pm in pune can b reallly dark...hehehehehe but cool hai yaar...if u can move about ALONE in BOMBAY, pune kyaaa cheeez hai !

i callled up sukhi madam n she was busy at a party ! well...bade log badi badi baatein ! 8 rupay gaye phone mein :-P then...as per her instructions, i took an auto n reached S.T ( or was it S.P ???? ) college n waited for her to pick me up...initialllly i was a bit mad at her cuz auto mein 25 rs waste hue :-P main kangaaal nahi...kanjoooos hu !

anywaysssss...reached home ( her's offcourse !! ) and had fun with her cousins !!!! heheheheheh cheeku, the youngest kid is my latest crush now ehehehheheheh ! such a cute kid ! heheheh majjjja tha full too ! had dinnner n slept chup chaap...was toooooo tired naa...after all, i came standing from dadar to karjat :-P i told ya ! how i reached pune is a totallllly dhaasu story in itself ! hehehhehehehe

Postcards from pune....again :-P

DAY TWO

got up at 8 ( i swear m not kidding...i did wake up THAT early !! majboooooori thi yaara...when u go to someone else's place, ur supposed to behave like a good girl :-P )

that day...sukhi's full family ws to attend a wedding, which me n sukhi bunked ! heheheheheh...when i woke up, half of the ppl had left for the wedding n half were just about to leave ! finallllly when they left, sukhi went off to sleep while i was in for the biggggggest surprise, shock, blah blah....whatever of my life !!!!!!!!

:-O in short, it was a shockingly surprising happppppppy moment when i switched on the tv n saw 3...not 1,not 2...but THREE pakistani music channels !!!!!!!!!!!!

channel G, Indus Music and The Muzik...arrrrre full aish !!!! i have never been happpier watching the idiot box b4 this yaar !!!!! i mean, it was a real dream come true !!!!!!! if u have red my earlier posts dhyaan se, then ul know HOW crazzzzzzzzy i am about pakistani music !!!!!!! i mean, i saw mekaal hassan's live show, a loadsa videos !!!!!! what bettter way to start the day !!!!!!

then went to ESQUARE, ( totalllllly raddddad place yaar....n pune ppl think, issse behtar jagah dunya mein kahin nahi hai...total crap !! ) had a verrry expensive but not at all worth it lunch ! had nothing bettter to do n so saw DARNA JAROOORI HAI ( hehehehehhehehehehe n passsed loadsa comment....kissi bhooot ko maaf nahi kiya....sabka mazaaaak udaya ! me n my biiiiig mouht might get me into serious trouble...but tilll then, expert commmentary shuru rahegi ;-) n as it is...it is such a bakwaaaaaaaaas movie ki ppl might have been actuallllly thankful to me for entertaining them with my mast commments :-P )

evening was THE BEST yaar !!! went to camp...its a total idhar dekho-udhar dekhp-bas dekhtey raho kinda place...good for fokat bugers like me :-P though m not all that fokat !! i bought some real cool stuff for a real cool guy....yeah yeah...the same BestesT GuY :-P its suppposed to b a surprise....So, will write about my shoppping expedition later !!

then, went to Cafe Cofffee Day and had a cold cofffee...just to kill time :-P hmmmm...dinner at vaishali...its a good place, but tooooo crowded ! cheeeeku was like SPDP khaana hai SPDP khaana hai...while i wondered what on earth is SPDP...which later turned out to be shev puri dhai puri....what a let down !

anywaysss...came back home n slept chup chaap :-P

Postcards from pune....i know ur getting bored !

DAY THREE

nothing much to b written...cuz i did nothing ! :-P went to sukhi's office...the herald office, n SLEPT for an hour ! hehehehehe while she wrote an assignment, i slept on her computer table :-P ( trust me, i can b reallllllly wierd at time :-P )

then went to my nana nani's place in the evening ! my mom's mama...so my nana ! simple logic hai yaar ! :-P

then had awesome foooood there !!!! nani cooks like a milllllion dolllars hmmm yummmmmmy ! n then ! DINT SLEEP A WINK THE WHOLE NIGHT !

ask me why ?????
simply cuz nana nani have a 5 bedroom flat, they live alone, and i dont know what made them feel that i'd be uncomfy sharing a room with them !!!! so...naturalllly one of the huge 5 rooms was given to me ! long story short...I HAD TO SLEEP ALONE IN THAT HUUUGE ROOM ! okkkkk i hate to admit this ( m glad u cant see the loook on my face right now ! phewwww !! ) but i am a freaking scared female when it comes to sleeping alone or plain n simple darkness....m prettty sure that IRON MAIDEN folks had me in mind when they composed FEAR OF THE DARK...that awesome song :-P

toh me n my mp3 player....mera life line....somehow managed to STAY ( not sleep...plz note :-P ) in the room till morning ! i finihed up 3 batteries n heard almost 120 songs over n over again ! wah !!!!!! what a night !!!!

Postcards from pune....m almost done !

DAY FOUR

woke up early n went to another nani's place...i have loadsa relatives in pune u see...had a quiet lunch, slept, watched TV and came back to pavilllion at 6...then was the best part....went to sonyo's place ( the name's Bhatia, Sonia Bhatia !!! ) my sis ki best friend !!!!! mine too :-)

had a blast with her sis n bro there...saw SAAWAN - the love season !!!!! ( yes i managed to see it...n im still alive and writing :-P ) had biryaaani, fish n loadsa other yummmmmmy stuff, saw a bit of pyaare mohan, aksar, and fight club ( yeah....its had become a nice fruit salad :-P) and then again, as usual...slept cuz i was tired ! phew !!

got up in the morning...had alooo paranthaa ( yummmmmmmmmmmy thaa ) then saw gangster....awesome movie yaar. its the kind u shud see in the theaters...m in love with shiney ahuja ! hehehehehehehh ! then i saw ek ajnaabee ( yeah i admit i hadent seeen it all theses days ) and finallllly it was time to pack up !!!! i got ready cuz i had to leave !!! yesssssssssss i was going back to mumbai...i was verrrry happpy cuz from the veryyy first day i'd started feeling homesick ( NETSICK actualllly....i dont miss anything more than my internet connnection :-P yep, m a selfish girl...stay away ! )

nothing much to b typed here cuz i've already writttten all that i could have...here i am, writing my heart out !

well....over all...cool trip...ekdum fundooo ! :-D

*YELL* net connnection band kara dungi !

it was almost like 12 minutes since i sat staring blankly at the all the more blank computer screen :-P thinkin what shud i be postin about ! then suddenly, even with the full volume music :-p , i could hear moma screaaaaaming at me...NET CONNNECTION BAND KARA DUNGI... ( this is the mosssssst commmon thing ul hear my mom n sis say !!! ) :-P

yes, i admit, i am a compulsive-obsessive-whateverish-net-addict ! but then, im happppy being the nerd i am :-P yeah...reading illlegallly downloaded harry potter e-books ( buzz me ASAP if u want them...i have all 7 yipppppeee !!!!! ) n listening to my fav songs !! thats my world...i love being by myself !!!! n sometimes, if miraculously someone comes online n has the time ( yeah yeah, busy buddy ! ) to chat....fir toh kyaaa baat hai !!!!! life set hai ;-)

orkut, blogspot, yahoo msnger n msn msnger are my world...virtual world yaar :-P but i just cannot live without loggging in, atleast once toh log in karna hi padta hai !!!! i just HAVE to...gosh !! m obbbsesssed ! ( hheheheh too many obsesssions in ma life - music, food, mocha, net, writing poetry n blah blah !!!!! )

anywaysssssssss....dad screaming now, n this yell has to b taken seriously :-P heheheh so long fellahs ! good riddance ! :-P

dimag hata hua hai !!!

aarrrgggghhhh !!!! m sooo bugged....realllly this is one thing i hate about myself...my mood swings !!! :-( sometimes i realllly hate being unpredictable...

but then...actualllly m misssing sakshi :-( kitne din ho gaye, havent talked to her !!! awwww...her stupid exams r keeping her busy...miss u re sakshi...love ya loads !

now that im bored...u, my dear reader, suffer ! buwahahahhaha...i write crap n u read it :-p wah...sahi hai boss...

anyways i know for sure that il go crazzzzzy ( GO ??? aint i already crazy :-P ) if i sit staring at my sweetheart's face ( my computer, nimrod ! ) for even a second more, so i'd rather get some fresh air....

n also...get back to writing poems...thats my newest found passion...

chalo cya later.....aligator ! ( ya ya...i STILL watch cartooon network...SO WHAT ? ) :-p

The Day The Table Fan Said....DROP DEAD !

the pitcure itself speaks a thousand ( maybe even more ) words :-P

well...i know, ppl think their lives would have been much easier n happier without me ( par hey !! who cares !!! i still love ruining their happiness :-P ) but if a TABLE FAN....yes, a rickety, old, dark grossly oiled table fan feels the same way....BEWARE !

it was my friend Aben's Sister's surprise birthday party ( dont ask me for deatils ok....jitna likha hai utna hi padho :-P ) when a table fan tried to kill me :-p n well the doomed thing almost succeeded...but then SHAITANIYAT KI JEET HUI :-P n here i am...blogging my heart out ! kya pata....kal ho na ho :-P

so...more about the party...everything was arranged...it was a surrrrprise, so as per the definition of surprise, Edwina ( Aben's sis !! ) WAS surprised, happy n then blah blah n after what seemed like eternity to me, she cut the cake ( phew ! finalllllllly...what i was waiting for :-P ) okkkk i admit !!!! i love birthday parties for one reason...Cakes !!!

somehow, i realised later, that i had managed to forget where i had kept the gift i had brought for her ( how careless of me !! ) so i went around every nook and corner of the terrrace ( that was the venue dumbo...hotel priyanka ka terrance ) searching for the gift i'd brought...a few minutes of searching n lo !! there it was...a beautiful kurta, ( beautifully packed off course ) sittting pretty on a chair :-P but lonely n neglected.

now lemmme tell u what i was wearing...off course it IS realated to this post otherwise i wudnt go through all the trouble of typing it out, right ! :-P...so...just stop whatever ur thinking ( In case U r reallly thinking ) n read on...yaa, so back to what i was wearing...a nice decent green salwar kurta with an equallly beautiful n elegant duppatta !! well...i looked prettty to myself, if not to anyone else :-P ahem ahem...that shud b enuf ! :-P

so now...as i was about to pick up the gift...i felt as if someone ( ahem ahem...someTHING, in my case ) was trying to strangle me !!! withing seconds i was soooo damn chocked that i could hardly breathe let alone scream...actuallly hua yeh thaa, ke this pretty green duppattta of mine got entangled in the blades of the fan !!!!!!!! yep...it got sooooooo nicely entagled that it was impossssssible for me to do anything...all i could do was pray....hey bhagwaaaan...bachaaaaaaoooo...DO SOMETHING YOU JERKS...STOP THE FREAKING PARTY...DOOOOOOOOO SOMETHINGGGGGGGGG !! ( but not a word outa my mouth !!! )

but hardly anyone noticed this killer-let-losse kinda scene amidst the rocking party...i mean, come on yaara...when u have everything ( music food n friends !! ) right in front of u, who'd be stupid enough to notice the corner of the room...but at that given time n point, this logic would have killed me !!!

i struggled hard to get myself outa this mess...n fell with a bang ! the fan folllowed suit n fell on ME ( my head actualllly ) with a bigger bang, thankfulllly making ppl aware that the centre of attention/attraction of the party ( a few minutes ago, i WAS rocking the dance floor !! ) had turned into a blue, nearly dead duck ! i was toooo freaked n at my wits end as to how to breathe to notice how the ppl there saved ( yeah thats THE word ) me !! but they did...( bevkooooof log...mera bhoot thode na post karega....password kaisey malooom hoga bhooot ko eh ??? ;-D )

i was choked prettty bad n my face had turned rare n weird shades of the oxygen-deprived blue ! :-p i was coughing sooooooo hard that i feared that i'd puke the cake out ( Worst Case Scenario for me ! ) but then a few minutes later, i was my usual ALIVE self !

When it was time to leave ( the party, u idiot....not the world...not soooo soon...hell can wait for a few more years for its new ruler ! )...i just happened to loook acroos the room n glanced at the killer fan...it looked to me ( maybe i WAS halllucinating :-P ) as if the fan was smiling...rather grinning devilishly at me with a smug smile which said " is baar bach gayi, chinti....agli baar - tera game over ! " i just shudddddered at the thought n left quicker than anyone u've ever seen leaving a place !

i still get nightmares where the fan buawahahahaha's me n has the " il get u one day " kinda look on its blades !!!!! n im like moooommmmmmmmmmmmyyyy !!!!!!! :-(

agli baar se....BEWARE !!!! There's a killler on the prowl !!

but stilll...just a thought....imagine the next day's newspaper headlines ( in case i WAS DEAD !! ) :-p TABLE FAN TURNS MUREDERER, KILLS TEENAGER !!!!!!

M Like......Itne Din Kahan Thay ??????

Noori

when i first heard them...m like :-O awesome man !!!!! itne din mujhsey bachkey kaisey reh paaye....but nevermind....finalllly got my hands on each n every song and video of noori available on the net ! man....m in love !!!!

thats Noori for u...pepppy, hard hitting n verrrrrrry catchy !!! just love the songs :-* muuuuah !

n not to mention, Ali Noor ( the guy in the centre :-* )....leathal combo hai yeh banda !!!! killling voice coupled with sexxxxxxy looks.....whoaaa.....m in love !

the fact that its a Pakistani band appeals to me all the more...believe it or not, m obbsessed with pakistani music, its simply the best....no comparision ! :-* u rock guys....big time ! don't tell me u havent heard jal, atif aslam n the other fab singers out there ! i swear, the day Noori guys decide to have a concert in india...il b the first one to b present at the venue....m craaazzzzzzzzy bout Pakistani music !!!!! god help me with my obbsessssion !! :-* but m loving every moment of it !!!!!

its almost 4.18 AM right now n i cant sleeeeep ! reason - Ali Noor....cant get enough of him ! m crazzzzzzzzzy about him now !! on top of it, he is a lefty, n trust me, i have a thing for left handed people....i find them reallllllllllly hot ! donnno why, but i do....Ali Noor...u rock !!!

try listening to Peeli Patti Aur Raja Jani Ki Gol Dunya and Suno Ke Main Hu Jawaan ( yeaaaayyyy i have both the albums with the video's n all !!!!! thats what a true fan is... :-* muah muah !! ) i mean, AWESOME stuff....ul love them !!!

If u somehow manage not to like Noori, then tough luck, kid...get a life !

Love ya Noori...Rocking is the word !

me me me !!!!

well......its kinda obvious....this blog belongs to ME so atleast one post realated to I, Me, Myself shud b here ! so this is it.....watch this space !

today im in my rare-but-there kinda moods, which compels me to write about MYSELF...so here i am, bugging the hell out of u !!! ehehhehehehe but i must appriciate ur patience n abolute lack of constructive activity which is forcing u to read on....hehehehehehhehehe U ROCK !

to start off with...m just another gal, love to laugh n pull pppl's leg ! ehhehehehe u can guess that from the lines above !
m the kinda girl who can make special ppl feel more special :-) n ignored ppl all the more neglected ! im a total devil at times...veryyyy rarely i take off the black n red ( ohhh so cute ) devil attire n take on the ujala white angel robes ! but yaa....with me, u can alwaaaaaays keep smiling...ya ya sure, u can verrry well say m a joker ! :-P

m verrry unpredictable...i do stuff at the drop of a hat...but whats most noticible is - my contradictions....
as in, i like it...but i dont like it ; its cool...but its not that cool ; m funny but not funny !!!!! yeh toh kuch bhi nahi.....m active but lazy, intellligent but dumb, cute but ugly; m a loner but also the centre of attention......ehehheheheheheheh m weird ! i have a yes n no to an answer simultaneously!!!! n THIS freaks most ppl out ! :-p who cares...m happppy with my contradictions !

one more thing...i looooooooooove my braces !! i think they loook reallly cool n they r a fab excuse for not eating stuff...heheheheheheh though i am a fooodie, im a selective foodie...see, there i go again...me n my contradictions :-P

music is my life n im happppy to b left by myself with my fav music ! i said na.....sometimes im a loner, sometimes the centre of attention ! i can get reallllly complex at times ! bas bas....mujhse khud ki aur buraai nahi hoti ! ;-P

finallllly....enuf boasted about myself....i love my friends n i reaaallllllyyyy love them ! and ahem ahem i can reallly do anything to make them smile....surprise them, shock them :-p but make them happpppppy....love u guys !!!!

thats it....i mean, thats all u need to know bout me...ab saaaaaaaaare sachchai samney hai....SO ???? arrrre extra ordinarrrry fool...stay away from me....kuuuuuch samajh nahi aata aap logo ko :-P

true love....excuse me ???

two posts in a day !!! whoaaa im improving !! ehehehehe anywayssss....came across this realllly nice community on orkut with a reallly nice topic : true love. ok agreed....no offence meant.

BUT my question is...what the hell is true love ?????? isnt love supposed to b plain n simple love ??? ab yeh true, false blah blah love kahan se aa gaya ???? wonder wonder ! doesnt make sense to me....u'd say, who cares !

but no..reallly, i need to know this, cuz its realllly bugging me ! m i normal ????? as in, i always thought u either love someone or u dont...i never thought of any true love or false love ( if thats the appropriate opposite ! ) gosh i must b crazzzzzzzzy !

anyways....for me love is love !!! and i truly love every one i love and that includes you....yes YOU...stop smiling now ! ehehehhehehe...no pretentions here ! trust me on that ! though u might never know that i have a thing for u ( if any !! ) ! ehehehehhehe THAT, my friend, is the way i am...so, keep guessssing !!!! n plzzzzz......i'd appriciate if ONLY the right guy guessses that its him m talking about here !!! ehehehehhe...

hey.....wait a minute !!!! what was my question in the first place ??????? true or other variations of love, right ???? aaarggghh ! meri train hamesha track change kar jaati ha !!! helllllllp !

no new post !

nothing major going on in life right now....so how do u expect me to write a blog !!! duh !!
n things that r going on are too special to b written here ( blush blush, wink wink ) !!! somethings are best when kept to urself, right !!!!! thats exactly what m doing...keep guessing ! m sure one day ul crack the code ( m sucha devil....n i love being one ! )

anywayssss....major news on my college front is that my results are out !! yippppppppppee...this time too i managed a distinction !! 74 % !!! now i got the trick to success, in my college atleast, write logicall stuff, write crap, write songs, write stories...BUT WRITE !!!! n im a genius when it comes to writing one single sentence in three different types ! haha ! some talents pay u verrrry well...even though they dont get appreciated...but then, hey who cares about appriciation anyways !!!! marks are all that matter at the end of the sem !

right now the only thing in my mind is teri deewani that fabulous song by kailash kher...ufff just kills me !!!! too good dude..too good ! i dont know how to explain what it actualllly makes me feel, but its fabulous !!!

cya felllahs !

too busy wasting time !

well yaaa....m too busy wasting time n so cant blog ofter ! ( irony of my life ! )
phew......not-studying can b soooooo stressful man !! after all its not a joke yaar....full day bina kuch kiye sirf soye pade rehna is TOUGH !!!
anywayss....m too buggged....id rather get to......doing nothing !

6 days to go...

wasted aaj ka din too....royallly !!! n over that there are some anti social elements whoch keep irritating me !!! ;(( what the hell....ask them how ta ruin a perfect day...well almost perfect it was...what the hell...m sick of my life...n guess what !!! i deleted orkut too..WTF :((

7 days to go !

well its just 7 days left for my final exams....n guess what !!! i havent studied a word...expected, ud say !

got all the notes photocopied from friends ( yaaa....y waste time taking down notes in classs....id rather sleep ! ) n now m at my wits end as to KAHA SE SHURU KARU ?????? is rate so toh m gonna flunk !!!! pakkkkkka....mom dad toh ghar se hakal denge !!!!! eeeeeeeeeeekkkksss.....gotttta studddy....bye !