miss u !

m blogging after a loooooong time...now ul wonder y ????? so lemmme tell u that i have been awefullly busy with......nothing at all !!! well there are 15000 thoughts running in my head at the moment but m too lazy to keyboard them down !
but today a real thought provoking thought has been keeping me busy so id rather type it down that feeling guilty ki kaaaaaaaaash us din likh liya hota !

to start off with, this blog deals with relationships ! not a typicalllly-me kinda topic but i write something if it reallly touches me......i barely have enuf free time to waste typing about things which dont interest me !

to kick off this bolg.....i came across this post in orkut saying whats better....being friends or being lovers ?? ( how i wish there was a better n sophesticated word for lover....eeeeeeeeeks with a capital E, i just hate it...too cheap !....but anyways....english aint bothered about what I think about IT ! ) n the next thought that came to my mind was of....read on ul get to know who im thingking of....!

so what i have to say to it is.....i have friends jinke liye i can do anything !!! n believe me i reallly can....i love them, but im not in love with them.....well its kinda difficult but let me try n explain....mera logic duniyaa se alag rehta hai so b patient....this blog k words will fall in place ( in ur head, that is ) after a parahgraph or two........read on....

i dont know what it is....but friends r my life....n talking of friends His name is the first that comes to my mind cuz he is the one i love the most !!!!.....he is the most prescious person......the bestest budddy i have.......truly a gidt wrapped n sent from above ! ( guess guess....i hope atleast the person whom im talking about knows its HIM who im talking about ! ) he is like the world to me....i love him more than anything n any damn thing he says is like paththar-ki-lakeeer for me ( its actuallly his b'day today n so this blog....ab connection samjha ????????? ) he is my idol, my inspiration.....he is the besssssssst guy in the world n i respect him for what he is......the only reason y i put in a bit ( just a bit ha ) of efffort into studies is that i want him to b proud of me !!!! i simply adore him n wannnna b just like him.....im sooooooooo damn obbsessed with being-like-him that i love iron maiden cuz he does, i love calvin n hobbes cuz he does, i study cuz he tells me to, i wanted to work with LnT for my internship cuz he worked there ( too bad....he isnt in India these days ),.......as in, everything that he said n did was like the most perfect thing on earth ! i admit that i am soooooooooooo obsessed with being like him n i do tend to imitate him ( but i know i can never b even close to what he is !! ).....in fact.....i wanted to be JUST-LIKE-HIM ! ( n i still want to ! )

n plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz before u start thinking ki im head over heels in love with him or anything....yeh sun lo.....ya i do LOVE him....but im not IN LOVE with him......Love is an understatement of my feelings for him......that surely explains what i reallly feel for him !!!!

so lsiten up dude....( this is speciallly for him....so if ur not the ONE....then dont read ! ) i realllly miss u n i love u a lot....u said ur mom's looking for a gal !!!! bevakooof....tere shaadi k liye aur kya ! so tell aunty to mail me the pics....il b the selection comittee.....its gonnna b difficult to choose a gal for u....cuz u deserve nothing but the best cuz u truly are the best guy in the world.....the day i become like 10% of what u r, il b the luckiest n happiest female on earth....i already am realllly lucky to have known u....sabka naseeeeb itna achcha nahi hota dude....m reallllllllllly lucky....take real good care of ur self n miss me too !!!! love u loads sweeetheart !!!