Umm...Welll

for starters m realllllllllllly bored, dont know what to do ! :-( sudddenly life seems all pakao ( ummm not very sudden though...its been like what, 15 days of boredom now ! )

i couldnt sleeep properly last night ! no it wasnt the mosquitoes who kept me up...but some stupid useless thoughts !!!!! ye, i was thinking...thinking crap basicallly.

i had this feeling that TY will come to an end before i know it, and after that what ! :-l i know, it does sound sillly, verrrrrrry sillly by my standards, but what to do...i was thinking !

woke up like realllllllllllllllllllllllly early, 9.30 types....n tab se m just searching for courses, in india, in UK, US, even on Jupiter if need be ! i found a lot of stuff...but now there's another prob ! tooo many options confuing me ! :-( yuck, how much i hate this !

anywayss, these a few places which sound nice....they have their reasons !

Delhi

• its closer to Sakshi...she stays just an hour away. the colleges sound reallly nice... IIMC n all...i've been told that JNU, DU r like the best one's in india
• delhi is nice...its got awesome foood also...n janpath :-P
• there surely something about delhi...i dont know, i just wannnna go there ! dont know y !

Mumbai

• come on, i was born here ! :-P
• good foood, great ppl, and there wont b the outsider feeling.
• college's r awesome...im sure of that cuz i know things in n out.
• its home...so no hostel or mess ka khaaana...yuck !
• its Mumbai !

Pune

• honestly, not looking forward to pune...i dont reallly like it
• sukhi's gonna be there
• sonia will b there

ABROAD - London

• sounds realllllllllllllly nice ! london college of fashion ( for fashion journalism ) or London college of communication ( for journalism )
• everything sounds perfect
• its london !!!!!

Sheffield University, UK

• my sweeeeeeeeeetheart bubblu's there !!
• he says its awesome, they have lectures inside a church !!!!

now, thats like the basic y-i-wannna-go-wherever kinda list ! arrrgghhhh cant decide...abroad looks nice, but i cant leave my buddies behind !!!! ( speciallllly when i get to hear " waha se phone karogi mujhe ? will u remember me ? when ur famous il telll my friends n family - Rims WAS my friend ! " the was hurt me a lot, cuz it implies we wont meeeet or be friends anymore !!!!)

leave them behind...or be with them ????? dont know what to do...even if i telll myself " careeeeeer first ", i just cant disssociate myself from certain ppl....love them tooo much to go away :-( booo hooo hooo...life sucks !